dismissal, out with the old
I will not remember you by all of my misfortunes since you were here. Nor all the mistakes I made, friends I lost, sorrows I felt. On the contrary I will remember you, 2008, for the first time I have ever experienced life. When I reflect on what happened this past year, the moments that changed me. I think of all the times my world felt heavy, when it was dark and alone. But what I’ve missed was that I was never alone even in the most depressing of moments. For that I am insanely thankful for all the comfort and good times with my friends and family. I think I have dwelled too much on someone I lost a long time ago, which caused me to be so blind. I will never be so low in my life again and give so much love for someone who’s not even there anymore. 2008, I have felt how it is to loose everything. I have met people who have nothing else to live for. What can I say 2008? We had many good times… It wasn’t the drugs, the cheap thrills, failed sobriety, late nights, early mornings that made you. It was that first cigarette to a new life, uncontrollable laughter, the endless amount of coffee and conversation that made you, dear 2008. I miss you, but I will never look back again….That I promise.
